Last Sunday, I was talking with my wife about playing TV games. I am so sad and so glad to hear her feeling. I always review myself and I think I am not TV game adicted, however I am and I don't know I have already been one!

After hearing my wife's advice, I think I am not a good husband and father. I hate myself even I cannot forgive myself either. I can't acceplt myself in these days.
Painful....., I work on my own without soul. Wanner to cry but I can't cos I have to be like a tough guy. I wanner to die but I have no guts, I wanner to overcome the time but I am a emotional people. I am so PAINFUL!!!!!!! I hate WII and PS3! My Lord, please help!

Four days has gone! I'm still like this,.... getting better, .......better......
I am fine , thank you! I come from Mei Foo.